Thanks Giving.

It is thanksgiving today, I am over at a family friends with my family. I am sitting alone in a side room, but I can still hear my family laughing and talking. I Have head phones on but I can still hear them, I am in this room think about this year, and all I have to be thankfull for. So much has happened recently I have changed so much and for ever. This last year has probably made the most posative impact on my life over any other year I have ever lived. Wether its through a wonderful family who love and support me to the best friends and almost sister anyone could ever ask for, to the birth of the most beautiful daughter anyone could ever ask for. This last year had possably the best summer of my life, wich i spent with my best and dearest friends. I did one of the hardest things ever by placing my beautifull daughter for adoption, there was a lot of ups and downs but as I reflect on this year I can only see overly posative change in my life. I have been getting good grades In school and I am going to be joining running start at green river community collage this january. I am looking for a job, I have a wonderful understanding and awesome boyfriend. Christina (who unfortantly couldnt come to dinner today at my house like i hoped) even though we are apart, she is the other half of me, my very best friend and i couldnt of dont this last couple years of my life with out her. we will allways be friends I know we will grow old together and live in our own candy city that we rule with all the chocolate in the world lol :) My teacher ms magyar and my adpotion councler at lds family social services are also two very big influences in positive change in my life and i really apreciate you as teachers and mentors. I have learned so much this year about others but mostly myself. I have come to find my self so much through the pregnancy and the adoption school friends i have been so busy you would think i wouldnt have time to find much of anything. I found a lot out about who I am and what I can handle, I have really tested my self this last year and i will only continue to push for the better for myself. There are things I want to acheive and I will make it happen. To all my friends family and to the wonderful friends, the angels who adopted my little girl I love you all so much I can even say it. You have all changed my life and I have learned so much from this class and life... But i certanly think documenting this made it more real and easyer to avoid depression wich I have meraculously have! woop woop. happy thanksgiving everyone I truly hope that you all really think about all of the wonderful things that have happened to you this year and tell some one you love them and you are happy they are your friend. I know its sounds cheesy but the world could use more love. So I would rather live life through rose colored glasses over living life with mud on your glasses.